I have had an awesome day, and feel fantastic about how I spent my weekend. Amanda and I got back together this morning and had a day of talking, sharing, gaming and intimacy. I did my laundry with her, changed the rock tumblers as well, and found myself enjoying my day off tremendously, in the company of someone I find very special.
We fit together, and we are already building a bond that I intend to last. I don’t know what the future will reveal, but with every fiber of my desire, I want to spend it with her.
I feel amazing. Today is usually a sullen day, one that I spend alone, watching TV or playing games. But I have no one to talk to, and the stone floors are so very cold and unforgiving. I have been truly shocked by how good I feel with her, and how sweet and thoughtful she is. I find her interesting on many levels, and we still have so much to talk about. The learning has only just begun, and I am captivated by her at this moment in our journey. I don’t know what else to say, I’m happy right down to my core, and the empty hole inside me left vacant by love forsaken is being nurtured and healed.
I’m pretty tired. I didn’t get to bed until around 1 last night, and I will have to do some cleaning in my bathroom tomorrow morning. I had started to clean it, but then I shaved and messed it all up again. My dishes are done though, and that was bothering me that I hadn’t done them.
Have a good night blog. I will rest easy and peacefully, and dream of my Luna.