Score: +3

It has been a fairly non-stop week. I thought for sure that we would get a day where there weren’t a ton of calls coming in, but it never happened. We were slammed from beginning to end. They also just started pushing us to make sales on out calls, which I am not happy about. I do the best I can, and really without even trying, I’m the 6th place earner in a pool of 20. Imagine what I could do if I applied myself to it? But truly I hate sales. I think petitioning people to buy things is rude. If they want something I have, they will ask me for it. Right? They will be calling people out for not doing it. Boo.

Anyway, the week is finally over. Yipee! I’m pretty tired, but my overall energy level is still surprisingly good. I do not feel incapacitated by fatigue like I usually do by the end of a long stretch of work. Here we are at the finish line and I could still do another lap if I had to. Next week will be exactly that, a 6 day work week.

In my brain, things seem to be doing good. I have started taking the increased dose of Buspar and I shouldn’t be feeling any relief just yet, but soon. I’m not struggling with anxiety today, but that is in large part because it is Friday and I don’t have to go to work tomorrow, and I don’t have any major obligations to fulfill. Amanda and I are just glad to be here, staring at two days of relaxation. I have to do some chores, but these things don’t take a lot of time or effort. I am going to see my friend Angi on Sunday because she is in town from Italy. She grew up with me and we went to the same high school, but she moved to Ireland then Italy, so I don’t get to see her very often.

It’s going to be a lazy night, though I did do one chore before calling it quits for today. I’m going to make an early morning coffee run tomorrow, as there is little hope for my survival if I do not. Yes, very addicted to coffee. But then again, it is so tasty. Have a great night.