I did housework all by myself today. I missed hearing her working on things in the background. That echo of her just being there. This is the major hurtle I have to living normally. I want to feel her there, and right now, she’s not. I did a lot today, and then I got ready to go see her.
I drove out to Lakeside and picked up Tristan, and then drove to Vista Mesa. I brought him all the way to her, and we were joined by her mom and sister. We all hung out for a while and were together. Her son had questions for me which I fielded gracefully about why she was in the hospital. He also wanted to stay with Amanda and I and not with his dad. He whined about going back a little. But it was a long day driving.
Amanda gets another treatment tomorrow. After I get off work, I will see how she is doing. I’m nervous her side effects will be worse this time around. They were with her roommate.
How is Tristan doing with her away? Hopefully she’s feeling better today. A few more days for you all.
Yeah today was a good day. Tristan doesn’t understand why, but he sees where she is and understands. He was great with just him and me. Anyway, I’m just looking forward to Saturday.
Glad to hear it was a good day and that you and Tristan had a good time just the two of you. Here’s to Saturday!