Blog, today has been a hard day. I toiled with my thoughts for hours and never gave any ground. I am prematurely exhausted now, and reconciled to a comfy place between my sheets. I know it’s early, but I’ve already gotten in a full day’s worth of thinking and resisting. I’m no longer interested in doing anything more with my time. 

Tomorrow I am hoping that my THC withdrawawl symptoms will have passed. Maybe a lot of what I perceive as physical anxiety is also attributable to my going cold turkey. This will be hard but only for a short time. Eventually I will be beyond it and in to much happier days. 

I told myself that I would need to pull out all the coping mechanisms today and several blog posts later, here we are. I think I did a pretty good job. I didn’t fail. 

Have a good night everyone.